My approach to therapy is not a one size fits all. As long as I see someone is in the right place to work with me, I adapt my way of working to each client’s unique process.

It’s about healing core pain

Most of the problems we have in life are secondary pain products of the main issue, which is our unhealed core pain. I have found this to be the case whatever issues my clients present, be it addictions, anxiety, burnout, relationship problems, lack of confidence, and most other things. When we have unhealed core pain driving us, we live life in two main forms of adaptation.

Living into core pain

Sometimes we live into our core pain, re-enforcing it through addictions, toxic relationships, and self limiting behaviours. We do this because we believe that’s all we deserve!

Living out of core pain

Other times we live out of our core pain by pushing for career success, personal achievements, and maintaining a ‘positive vibes only’ outlook on life! Because this striving is driven by unhealed core pain and not authentic self origination, it is not sustainable. I have sat with many successful and high achieving people who suffer chronically with burnout and overwhelm.

The lost connection

The problem is that we have lost connection with ourselves. Looking back through our adult lenses, it is easy to reframe and even dismiss the early life problems that were the beginnings of disunity… “My parents did the best they could… I was a difficult child… my teacher was a man of his time… I didn’t have it as bad as some kids!”

In reality, losing connection with ourselves at such an early stage of development is terrifying and traumatising. No amount of positive reframing will heal the pain, but carefully guided somatic emotional experiencing will.

The Lost connection with ourselves means the loss of many essential things, including inner security, self belief, and, as we mature, the capacity for self-reflection. From here there can be no self origination process, in which we authentically source ourselves from our unique blueprints until we come back and heal our core pain.

In the pain of lost connection, an identity around our self worth is formed that, if given voice, would say something like “I am not enough”. From this place of flawed identity, we will do everything we can to connect with something that keeps us from feeling our core pain, our sense of inadequacy, and the shame that binds them together. This is fertile ground for the development of addictions, and other maladaptive solutions. There are many other coping strategies for lost connection. Even when we experience ourselves in fragmented and painful disunity, we must still find a way to live in the world.

We lose connection with ourselves for many reasons. Most often, it comes back to the environments in which we were raised not providing enough of a safe space for us to develop naturally. To become our authentic selves, we need to live with open-minded curiosity and willingness to learn. We need nurturing and supporting during our early years, and skilful guidance and initiation as we transition into adulthood. We need to know how to persevere, overcome our struggles and develop our strengths into resources.

Most of us do not get this kind of parenting and guidance from our elders! At best, most of us get conditional love and acceptance that depends upon us adopting certain behaviours, beliefs and values. That’s if we are amongst the lucky ones! If we are less fortunate, we may face emotional, mental, and physical abuse! We may face broken homes, poverty, and not having much of a chance in life.

Instead of following our inner navigation, the soul’s blueprints, we live in a kind of survival mode. We do whatever is necessary to be accepted by those around us just to blend in, feel safe, and survive!

Self-Acceptance

Somehow, if we look back with enough awareness, we knew who we were within ourselves at a very young age. Maybe this knowing and the path we were here to take wasn’t fully matured or formed, but in some part of ourselves we knew! For most of us, it simply wasn’t possible to express ourselves freely. It wasn’t safe to be who we knew ourselves to be. Our growth was stunted from the beginning, and we never stood a chance!

Most people think they need to change their behaviours and stop their addictions before any other positive changes can happen. I understand this belief. However, it is an unhelpful obstacle to finding freedom. It assumes that our problem behaviours and addictions are an obstacle on the path. In reality, they are very much part of the path!

To find freedom and come back into autonomy, the only thing I have found that works is self-acceptance. I am not talking about conditional self-acceptance “As long as I stop drinking, I will accept myself!” I am talking about radical, unconditional self-acceptance “Even if my addictive behaviours never stop, I fully accept myself as I am. I am enough as I am!

Let that sink in for a moment…

Self-acceptance cannot be forced. It’s not a mindset you can decide to adopt or train yourself into. Self-acceptance happens as a result of coming into alignment with who you really are. Alignment occurs through the processing and healing of core wounds and showing up for ourselves in the ways we wish our parents, peers, and elders had.

As you progress in therapy, the backlog of unprocessed emotional baggage, that has been a barrier between you and your authentic self-expression, begins to heal and integrate. Over time you will experience the freedom to be who you want to be in this one precious life. From here, problem behaviours and addictions slowly fall away because you are no longer in need of them, and whatever attachment you once formed with them has gone!

An Incredible Journey

My approach is not a quick fix. My clients frequently work with me for 6 months. Some clients work with me for a year. Some work with me over multiple years. If all you want is to simply stop your problem behaviours and addictions without examining other aspects of your life, I understand that. However, this is probably a sign that I am not the right therapist for you. There are plenty of therapists who will support you in that. I am not one of them!

Addiction, and other unwanted habits are not problems to be shut down, disowned, or buried in the shadows. Doing this will only yield short-term gains, while the familiar strains, struggles, and fears persist! As I see it, such issues inform us of our disunity, and are a signpost towards an incredible journey of healing and transformation that is waiting to be taken. Ultimately it is a journey home to yourself. Most people don’t take this journey because they are unaware of the possibility. Others do know about it, but feel unable to go it alone!

If you are ready for this incredible journey in which you reclaim who you are and what your life stands for, then I am happy to be your guide! I offer no guarantees other than my best attention to your process. If you can also give your best attention to your process, positive change is the most likely outcome of the work we do together!